First of all I should wish an wonderful sunday to everyone around. I don't feel so well - I think I've a long-lasting cold, with coughing all through the nights - or maybe an annoying allergy. I just hope it's not something like a cat allergy ;( this would be horrible
But so what - I hope I will get over it soon, otherwise I will need to make a doctor's appointment, I guess ...
Because of two days off work and way to less Casey & Zeke around I started to re-read honeyandvinegars "High society". God, I love this story! Dear Honey: remember this? ... maybe I'll make a list so people can keep track ... I hope you don't mind that I'm working on it - it's such a great list full of interesting character :)
But now, have fun with the boys ...
Title: Wild & Untamed (25/?)
Fandom: Casey / Zeke
Rating: PG13, maybe a bit R because of language
Disclaimer: of course, not mine
Previous parts: one / two / three / four / five / six / seven / eight / nine / ten / eleven / twelve / thirteen / fourteen / fifteen / sixteen / seventeen / eighteen / nineteen / twenty / twenty-one / twenty-two / twenty-three / twenty-four /
This story is written for romeny
Casey was already sitting in the GTO. He was glad to be alone at least for a few minutes. There was a lot he had to think about.
Of course Debbee, the Dojo and the possibility to finally stand up against the jocks at school. Something he had never thought about before. But in the moment there was something else. Someone else. Zeke! When he had come back from the Dojo, he had looked so unsure.
"Sorry, baby blue," he had murmured.
Casey's heart had nearly stopped. Zeke still called him his baby blue. With Debbee standing aside. She hadn't reacted at all. Either it was not interesting for her - or she had already known it all the time. Because Zeke had told her. Zeke told Debbee all the things he usually kept strictly confidential for everyone???
Casey stared over to Zeke and Debbee. Debbee smiled. Zeke hugged her tight. And Casey wondered what they were talking about. They were so close to each other, so confidant ... and he had to admit that he was curious what connects these two.
He had put the pedal to the metal. He needed to loose the tension he still felt.
"Please do me the favor and don't ruin it. Give him a little bit time, Zeke! He is a smart boy, I'm sure he will find his way!"
He knew, Debbee was right. He would have nearly fucked it up. He had pushed Casey too much and had made him nearly run away. Luckily Debbee had been there.
Casey had got on very well with her. He had believed her. At least he would think about it to accept help from her. But if he would ever be able to trust him again? Zeke was not sure about it. He had hurt him too often during the last week ... Maybe it would be better to let him go. He just was not ready to take care of other people. He felt like an egoistic, stupid bastard.
"Zeke! It's okay!"
"Calm down, please!"
Zeke slowed down a bit.
"Thank you! You know, I'm sure my mom would like to have me back in one piece!"
"Is this all you can say?"
"I am! Debbee said, I was acting like a piece of shit! I feel like one!"
"Well, sometimes you are! But... you have brought me here. I mean, if you doesn't care for me, why..."
Zeke slammed on the brake and Casey had to brace himself against the dashboard to avoid smashing his head against the windshield. Zeke's eyes sparkled wildly when his head jerked round.
"Damn, Casey, get over it! I give a lot about you! But that's not the point! You... you just crash into my life and fuck all up. I can't stand this, Case, I just can't!"
Casey swallowed. Only a few weeks ago it would have scared him to death to deal with Zeke in this state. Today it was different. He knew him well enough to understand at least a bit. And he would cope with it. He wouldn't just give up.
Zeke felt Casey's eyes resting on him and frowned.
"What," he hissed.
"Do you want me to leave you alone?"
Zeke stared at him.
Yes! No! It would be better for you. Leave me the fuck alone! Don't go, Baby blue! I don't want to lose you.
Finally he shrugged.
"I don't wanna hurt you," he murmured.
"And I have no idea where this will end, okay?"
"Me neither, Zeke.
But you know what? A few weeks ago, during the storm, when we met for the first time ... it nearly freaked me out first. You were so completely different than you usually are at school.
But then ... it didn't matter at all. When I sucked you off, I gave a shit about anything else. It was so new for me and somehow strange. But all I could think was that I was with you.
If I had ran away back then, we wouldn't be here today ... and you would have never told me that you care about me. I'm glad that I've risked it, Zeke. And who knows what still can happen ..."
"You are a fucking dreamer, baby blue! Don't you want a serious relationship? You deserve it, you know! A boyfriend who is ready to stand up for you. No more lies. No more hiding!"
"Yeah, sure! A lot of pretty, young guys were only waiting to have a date with me. And my Mom will burst with pride!
I don't care, Zeke. I want you!"
Never before had he spoken about it so openly. Zeke looked into these big blue eyes, sparkling with defiance and he couldn't resist a smile. Finally he was back, the strong, determined Casey, hardly known by anyone else but him. He had missed him. A lot. Much more than he could say.
"Me ... or the fucking," he teased him.
Casey chuckled slightly.
"Both, I guess!"
In this moment Zeke just wanted to pull him into his arms, he wanted to kiss him senseless, right here, onto the street near to Herrington. He wanted the whole world to know that he and Casey were together ...
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